That's where 'home' is .. for now.
I finally have a place to live .. and this is what I get to look at if I go for a stroll down the street.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
The Emerald City ..
That's where 'home' is .. for now.
I finally have a place to live .. and this is what I get to look at if I go for a stroll down the street.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Kaylin Marie Mathews
March 1st 1988 - July 1st 2008.
You are my best friend.
I'll never meet another person like you.
I will cherish all the memories we have made.
I love you, my dearest Kaylin.
Hearing her sing brought chills to my body.
I miss her so much ..
[ventura county star]
Youre My Angel (Hixxy Remix) - Styles And Breeze
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Everything I do ..
Is off.
Every decision I make ..
Wrong.
It's a fact.
I was just discussing this with my mom ..
and she named one, two, three, four decisions I have made over the last couple of days that have been the opposite of what I should have chosen.
I then said "You don't know the half of it honey."
I really need to get out of this opposite mode.
Doctors have tried gettin me hooked on all kindsa pills that
keep me focused, on task, happy, sleepy, awake ..
Where's the pill that prevents me from making the wrong decision?
... This is the best way I can .. explain the way my brain works..
I can go right ...
.. or I can go left ...
I choose left ... but I should have gone right ..
If I went right then things would have WORKED OUT ..
But I went left ... then everything went downhill --
& as far as that situation itself goes -- I just keep falling down-hill ...
Me -- turning left -- there's no undoing this ..
I just watch everything that could have happened happen ..
Nothing EVER seems to be .. smooth sailing.
I was saying this 3 days ago after I handed Debbie
[the nice lady at 'Franks Car Care']
the keys to my car ..
I hurt myself a little more than I'd like ..
& everything bad happens in three's.
One - Two - Three.
You might think I'm crazy ..
or you might think the same way I think ..
[in a sense that everything goes wrong]
If so ... please let me know..
Because Im starting to think that I'm CURSED.
Either I need some voodoo witch doctor to cleanse me ..
Or I need that pill that I was talking about ..
'The Decisionator' -- 'Prevention of Suicidean'ator'
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Flexibility, thinking on your feet, and the ability to accommodate the unexpected will be called for now. The pace is very quick. You will be pulled in many directions at once and will tend to scatter your forces, jumping from one thing to the next. Positively, you may come up with some fresh, original plan or insight that may seem crazy at first, but which is likely to be quite useful.
Every decision I make ..
Wrong.
It's a fact.
I was just discussing this with my mom ..
and she named one, two, three, four decisions I have made over the last couple of days that have been the opposite of what I should have chosen.
I then said "You don't know the half of it honey."
I really need to get out of this opposite mode.
Doctors have tried gettin me hooked on all kindsa pills that
keep me focused, on task, happy, sleepy, awake ..
Where's the pill that prevents me from making the wrong decision?
... This is the best way I can .. explain the way my brain works..
I can go right ...
.. or I can go left ...
I choose left ... but I should have gone right ..
If I went right then things would have WORKED OUT ..
But I went left ... then everything went downhill --
& as far as that situation itself goes -- I just keep falling down-hill ...
Me -- turning left -- there's no undoing this ..
I just watch everything that could have happened happen ..
Nothing EVER seems to be .. smooth sailing.
I was saying this 3 days ago after I handed Debbie
[the nice lady at 'Franks Car Care']
the keys to my car ..
I hurt myself a little more than I'd like ..
& everything bad happens in three's.
One - Two - Three.
You might think I'm crazy ..
or you might think the same way I think ..
[in a sense that everything goes wrong]
If so ... please let me know..
Because Im starting to think that I'm CURSED.
Either I need some voodoo witch doctor to cleanse me ..
Or I need that pill that I was talking about ..
'The Decisionator' -- 'Prevention of Suicidean'ator'
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Flexibility, thinking on your feet, and the ability to accommodate the unexpected will be called for now. The pace is very quick. You will be pulled in many directions at once and will tend to scatter your forces, jumping from one thing to the next. Positively, you may come up with some fresh, original plan or insight that may seem crazy at first, but which is likely to be quite useful.
Monday, April 28, 2008
LAUREN [San Francisco]
Hello! From San Francisco ..
I have been up here for a little more than a month now.
[Lauren came up for a couple of days & I just so happened to post 2 blogs back-to-back with a picture of her]
& I have been shooting -- without people making me!...
I haven't had 'photoshoots'.
But I AM shooting every -day life'ish.
I wish there was an easier/faster way to post all the pictures I want to show you.
I never get around to this stuff ..
it's an all day thing.
Just wanted to say HI!
& Let you know I'm still alive.
-mikki.
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